Heard a great sermon and First United Methodist Church in Colorado Springs yesterday. Rev. Kent Ingram, the senior pastor there is funny, genuine, humble, unafraid and quite current on spiritual matters. He compared Easter morning at the average home with children to Easter morning at the tomb with Mary Magdeline.
Often chaos is the standard with visiting relatives, chocolate eggs, jelly beans, dogs, kids, a limited number of bathrooms per number of guests. Do we let them have a pound of chocolate for breakfast?
But the morning at the tomb was also confusing and a little chaotic. Mary goes there, the body is gone. Peter and an un-named guy are running there, they run back, Mary comes back. Angels appear, some person who she thinks is the gardener. Mary is crying. Where is the body? Who is the gardener? Then Jesus calls her name. And things have never been the same for the next 2000 years.
Don’t expect Easter to be orderly. It has always been confusing and chaotic.
Back to Rev. Kent’s theory; some people come to church on Easter to find some answers about death. There are folks diagnosed with cancer or something everyday, but no one wants to let them talk about it or face their own mortality.
I know in my own family and circle of friends, we all want them to fight. Fight and not give in to death. We don’t want to know where the funeral arrangement folder is, or the insurance policy, or what they are thinking as they face their fears.
In my book about prayer I talk a little about my thoughts on death. I believe we are made up of energy and physics teaches us that energy can neither be created, nor destroyed. So we go somewhere when the energy leaves our body. I believe our spirit goes on. It is our light, our energy and the part of us that also is made in God’s image.
So I know I am more afraid of pain and suffering before death than the actual passing over to heaven. I don’t spend much time speculating about heaven. It is a waste of the precious time I am allocated here in this life.
I believe the resurrection happened and changed everything. I believe I will spend the phase after the end of this life with Jesus in heaven. Whatever comes, whatever heaven is, it will be good and I want to be there.